Broken

What happened? 

How did we end up on this side of the lane? And yet I didn’t notice – till now when we crossed!

The sparks we saw in each others eyes  became so faint and yet it seemed so bright when you blinked.

The chemistry long gone and yet I felt our relationship was scientific (all figured out ). Even when the “hellos” became so far in between I still didn’t  feel alone!.

How come silence became the language we spoke so loudly? No wonder the simplest of discussions ended in chaos, while I remember vividly when we could go on for hours without noticing we’ve talked all night.

Those thoughts are a far cry to what we have become today – sadly so. It’s so easy for us now to spend time with outsiders and on social media with virtual friends than ourselves.

A song writer was sang “ if I can turn back the hands of time”, my prayers and wishes right now. Am desperate!

I don’t think it was ever a question of love; I had that in excess for you but it turned out it was not enough to keep you happy and walking from away. Walking away from what I thought we had and shared.

Even though we walked hands in hand during the day, creating a picture of a perfect couple but yet I wake up to a complete stranger in bed by morning.

Even when you tried smiling, all I saw was a frown rooted within. When you laughed, all I heard were sounds of a weeping heart. A heart filled with regrets and pains.

In as much as I do not want to accept the reality staring me in the face, but making you stay amidst all of these is a punishment I do not want you to endure – not anymore.

Because I still love you, I will always love you. Hopefully someday, you will walk back through the door of my heart because it will never be shut when you walk out.

I pray you find happiness and joy as you go, but, just in case you want to give love a chance with me- I will be waiting